I'm Lost.

I've come to the realization that if I drive anywhere outside of my normal 20 mile radius, I'm 100% getting lost, gps system present or not.  You'd think this would upset me or that I'd learn, but strangely I'm just proud to always eventually get unlost.  This may take 45 minutes to an hour, but if I make it home at all, I feel like I've succeeded.  Moreover, my confidence actually grows from making it home alive.  Many feel that cars give you freedom, but in my case, they only give me the freedom to get completely lost.

As I was aimlessly driving, blasting "Xxplosive" and other amazing jams from my newly made cd mix (yes, I'm still doing cds), I had the epiphany that not only do I have merely a vague idea as to where I am going street-wise, I also only have a vague idea as to where I'm going any-wise.  It's really all a crapshoot. And strangely enough, I'm okay with this (today anyway).

Saturday I'm driving an hour and a half to Pt. Judith to sail along the Block Island Ferry. I'll prob. leave like 3 hours before departure just to give me enough time to take multiple wrong turns.

Other highlights from the day:

1. Tuna sandwich-why the hell not?!

2. Honey Dew iced coffee-pretty smooth!

3. I've been peeing ever since-don't give a damn!!

4. Accidentally swallowing a cherry pit-who cares!

CD Mix!

1. Amen-Meek Mill feat Drake

2. Can't Tell Me Nothing-Kanye West

3. Climax-Usher

4. End of Time-Beyonce

5. Evil-Interpol

6. Hang Me up To Dry-Cold War Kids

7. Heart In A Cage-The Stokes

8. An Honest Mistake-The Bravery

9. It Was A Good Day-Ice Cube

10. Mercy-Kanye West

11. Never Scared REMIX-Bone Crusher

12. O.N.E.-Yeasayer

13.Only You-Mase, 112, Notorious B.I.G.

14. Pursuit of Happiness-Kid Cudi

15. Sweet Dreams-Beyonce

16. Wait (The Whisper Song)-Ying Yang Twins

17. Walkin' On The Move-The-Dream and Kanye West

18. Xxplosive-Dr. Dre

I know, I know, these songs are very not deep and very what-is-your-taste-in-music, but they also emit a definite "I don't give a damn" vibe which is what I'm going for. Lost? I don't give a damn!